July 27, 2008

  • My Comfort

    My Comfort

    In the depth of my pain, you are my comfort
    In the aching of my tears, you are my peace
    As you spirit walks with me
    And gives me strength to be
    And only in your arms I find release

    You left, but still remain, my guardian angel
    Your strength, you could not see, gives me steel
    I will walk right by your side
    For your heart still beats inside
    And one thing will never change, the way I feel

    So though my tears will flow because I miss you
    And anguish it will sometimes fog my sight
    I know that with your love
    You send down from high above
    I will hold you close to me each day and night

    Margot Hill
    11May02

  • In loving arms

    In loving arms

    In your loving arms I rest
    Try each day to be my best

    Know that you are watching still
    Be with me you always will

    In the early morning dawn
    Find with you I can go on

    Feel you standing right beside
    Feel your heart beating inside

    Gentle rock me with your love
    Though your spirit's gone above

    Hold me close in angel care
    Angel breath upon my hair

    With clear eyes you watch me sweet
    Touch my soul till next we meet

    Your touch is my one desire
    Soul to soul eternal fire

    So it is till life is past
    And we join again at last

    Hand in hand we'll walk again
    Free at last from earthly pain

    Walking in peace, love restores
    When we meet on distant shores

    Margot Hill
    03Jun02

  • Dream Scenes and Reality

    Dream Scenes and Reality

    I had a dream

    I dreamt last night

    Of dreams come true,

    and marriage nights

    As I awoke

    beheld the dream

    I found your love

    Behind each scene

    Every thought brought forth

    Sweet memories of you

    Of how you looked and how you felt

    And things that you would do

    And I wish that you were close

    So I could hold you near

    Remind myself of all the ways

    I hold your love so dear

    Gone you are, I know it's true

    Each day I miss so much

    Your laugh, your smile, your tender tease

    your voice, your loving touch

    Margot Hill

    31May02

  • POSITIVE QUOTE OF THE DAY

    Faith is the daring of the soul to go farther than it can
    see.

    -- William Newton Clark

  • inspirational quote

    To touch the soul of another human being is to walk on holy ground.
    -Stephen Covey

  • Random thoughts from 2002

    Who was I? and who is the new me?
    What changed? What didn't?

    I am..........a mom, a daughter
    I am, somewhat reluctantly, a sister
    I am a friend
    I am a woman who loves Stephen

    All these are still still the same.......

    It seems to be in how I express me
    that the changes have occurred

    I spend time with my love by Quilting, writing, gardening
    Things I didn't do before
    But are expressive and healing in learning how to live without his
    physical presence
    Some things I did before I am conflicted about........
    I still only want to do them with Stephen
    Does this make me strange?
    I sleep wrapped in his loving presence
    In the arms of a dead man
    Whose spirit fills mine
    With love, comfort, strength, compassion
    In his love I found pure joy

    He was not perfect nor am I
    Even together we were not perfect
    We had our insecurities...our doubts, our fears
    Together and each of us

    And yet, we were more,
    More than I knew.
    More than I believed possible

    The world and I lost a wonderful man
    One whose soul was a shining light
    And yet I have not lost that soul
    It continues to shine it's light on me

    I realized today
    that my strength and love of Stephen
    help me walk closer to him and God
    With love that never ends

    May 8, 2002

  • Surrounded by an angel

    Surrounded by an angel

    I'm surrounded by an angel
    Sheltered by an angel's wing
    And although no-one can see him
    His presence is in everything

    Every morning I awaken
    Greet the day in harmony
    Bless the miracle of sunrise
    He is standong bedside me

    In each task of daily living
    And each step within the days
    Fingers of his thoughts and words
    Tease me in so many ways

    Sweet it is, my life is graced with
    Angel breath within my soul
    Though your body left already
    With your presence, I'll walk whole

    Margot Hill
    05May02

  • Kiss my tears

    Kiss my tears

    In my eyes are the tears
    I feel your lips kiss them away
    Absent from this earthly plane
    Within my heart you'll ever stay

    Angels kisses comfort me
    Dry the tears upon my face
    Strengthen me with Angel steel
    As I'm held in your embrace

    As a man you walked a path
    Beset by your fear and doubt
    In a fog amd haze of pain
    Could not see you own way out

    As a guiding angel now
    With God's love and strength inside
    You find ways to hold me close
    Hold my hand, walk side by side

    Our hearts they beat as one
    One on earth and one above
    And death it can not sever
    Bodds between us made of love

    Margot Hill
    05May02

  • Deep Inside

    Deep Inside

    Deep inside an inner pocket
    Near my heart within a locket
    Feel you with me when I stand
    Walk forever hand in hand

    Though your body's dead and gone
    Heart and soul with me live on
    Love will guide me on my way
    Help me find the strength each day

    Ours is a forever love
    A miracle from up above
    A gift from God, moments of bliss
    A presence I will ever miss

    Sometimes I dream of days before
    You left here for a distant shore
    And reach for you deep in the night
    And ask you for a guiding light

    Because with me an angel lives
    Through the mists of space he gives
    The strength for each and every breath
    And love of an immeasurable depth

    Margot Hill
    02May02

  • I need your strength

    I need your strength

    Stephen put you hand in mine
    Then I know that I'll be fine
    Space and time still stand between
    But we rely on things unseen

    Strength and soul forever live
    In the love and trust we give
    And on you I will rely
    For love and trust will never die

    An angel now to guide my days
    You are with me many ways
    You help me through the darkest hours
    With the love forever ours

    I know that I can walk along
    With you beside me I'll be strong
    Although others see only one
    I know I never walk alone

    Carried forever in my heart
    The man from whom I'll never part
    Walking with love till time has past
    And I am with you at last

    Margot Hill
    01May02